Ramblings on A Date-less Friday Night

Thinking of what to write as I opened my laptop and waiting for pictures to finish uploading. Nothing has inspired me recently. Aside from yet another failed relationship that held a promise of forever. Which I refuse to write about. It doesn't deserve that story anymore.

So here I am watching a group of rugged so-called self-proclaimed street-magicians with annoyance at Gloria Jeans while trying very hard to alienate the rest of the world with Better Days by Dianne Reeves. Still, she could only do so much.

Friday night, dateless, gimmik-less, alone.

Not that I'm complaining. I just realized I liked this better. All signs point to the fact I am getting older.

So what is it about love that I so desperately search for it time and time again? Only to reach one dead-end after another. I should learn to be more detached, more careful and less involved. I think my problem is, I've been reading too much romance novels, watching too many romantic films and just freakin' fantasizing about it too darn much!

Oh well. That's just me.

On a more pleasant note, I'm watching this guy across me. Why? Because he just came out of the gym, looking so cute. He's the type that would just simply make you smile every morning when you wake up. And not to mention he has a near perfect smile. Seriously, he;s too darn cute! Too bad he's straight.

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Anyhooo, I'm playing Jologs Quiz with Addie and we're at 2 all. Unbelievable how fantastic our conversations are at YM. I love it. We'd make a fantastic couple I bet. Unfortunately, he's been with a partner for years. DARN! (Addie, if you read this, just smile!)

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Just saw two guys from across the table playing "Magic: The Gathering." I felt the sudden desire to run home and get my old, old, almost obsolete deck. I used to spend ridiculous money, obscene amount of time and sleepless nights because of that game. I haven't played in about 10 years or more. I think most of the rules have changed already and so did the game play. I used to be soooo proud playing my Stasis Deck, Pocker Deck and my favorite, My All-White-No-Untap Deck. My favorite card, Serra Angel. I even created an awesome drawing of it. I just couldn't find it anymore.

I wonder how much the Jester's Cup costs now?

Anyone of you guys have old decks, come let's play. You just have to update me on the rules.

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Looking forward to Saturday. I'd better go out and dance. I need to. I have to. I want to.

WANTED: A Nice Conversation, Fantastic Company and UNBELIEVABLE S*X!